Saturday, June 21, 2008


I have had a very busy two weeks back from vaca.
New job duties, new stuff to learn, new anxieties.
Whenever my stress level goes up, my dreams go crazy. I tend to have the typical anxiety dreams such as forgetting there is a test or realizing its the end of semester and I have forgotten to go to class and now am going to fail...
Yup, having those plus more. Last night I had basement dreams. My basement is a mess and a source of anger, despair and hopelessness in real life. Where did that junk come from??? But in the dream last night my kiddos ended up trapped in the basement! Not only were they in danger, but it was clearly an ethics violation to have clients in my home!!! Then everyone started drag racing! In old cars, horse drawn wagons, on bicycles and scooters... bad, bad social worker! What was I thinking??? Fortunately as my heart was about to explode, I woke up and realized it was just a dream. Still, makes me realize I am a bit tense. So I need to do something to take the edge off this weekend. Or go check the basement...

Saturday, March 1, 2008